HELP YOURSELF

 OMG... lama nya terkubur blog ni.. lately nie mcm banyak sangat benda yg happen.. with so many platform yg boleh di curhat and some ada je ramai yang response maka blog pun terkurbur and bersawang.. when was the last time i ols update ek? nways.. lets move on to whats happening with my life or things that bothering me as much. 

2025.. HELLO im still SINGLE.. tak leh nak cakap unfortunate sebab with what happening with people around me.. somehow ladies be THANKFUL you are single. I know so many other good guys outside.. SAPE SINGLE BOLEH HELLO HELLO I OLS.. ahahahhahaa.. Tibahhhh.. Find me already my JODOH! ahahhahahaaa.... but lets hope we single ladies dont end up with one yg what Im about to vent out. 

kewujudans spesis lelaki lelaki nie wujud je.. zaman dolu2 cuma nya kurang awareness or people may call it differently. safety zaman dulu and zaman sekarang lain.. kegilaan org2 zaman dulu n sekarang lain..so pls be careful everyone out there... 

kalau korang perasan lah.. awareness NARCISSISTIC people makin banyak.. PEREMPUAN or WIFEY yang may be di mistreated pun banyak hence why byk yg bersuara skarang.. no longer diam and bodoh and telan je walaupun dizalimi..KES KES buli tak terkecuali... kadang even myself macam "how ek.. that age boleh berani to do sampat tahap tu dekat kawan2"... mental health of a person pun banyak je nowaday yang make it ANXIETY or DEPRESSION among people nowadays tu NORMAL ye guysss... stress of work.. stress in relationship.. stress with family... tu semua makin menjadi news NORMS untuk kita zaman skarang.. 

as for me...anything that I cannot brain or tolerate i will avoid and cut off... mestilah.. I HAVE MY OWN MENTAL HEALTH and HEALTH i need to take care.. aka pape pun LOVE YOUSELF first before you love others.. may be they will say.. your not in their shoes.. betul.. and i wish i tak nak pun be in ur shoes.. being bullied being gaslight being "diperbodohkan" dengan rela lah.. but anything that make me worst in anyway no way im going to stick around. coz at this point.. my prinsip is to HELP others as much as I can.. until i no longer see that I can help the person or the person cannot be HELP unless dia SAVE diri dia sendiri then.. im OFF... i dont leave you but i no longer tolerate or entertain your DRAMA.

kalau boleh tulis buku or tulis drama sis dah mungkin kayo.. tapi kitanya nak berkarya dengan bahasa yg betul tu macam lamberrrtttt lagi lah ek.. how i talk is how i write.. mcm skarang.. ahahhaa cara korang baca nie lah cara i ols akan bebel to u.

this year it self i cut off few people in my life.. yg truly deeply sadden me sbb they truly matters to me. but i can no longer help them... sebab as much i back them up and be there when they need an ear.. aku yang hangin satu badan mcm kena sampuk SETAN! ahahhaha.. kesian setan tak pasal dipersalahkan.. ahahhaa... dah kita nya hangin dgr how they d treated end up next day baru di pujuk effort sikit yg 0.0000000000001% lah terus okay n act like nothing happen. ahahaha... dengan harapan they ada "NIAT" nak berubah to be better. BETUL!!!!! Niat and action that they treat you worst after sangat lah tak telly ye...

And the fact that you are aware of what the person did to u, ruin your life... used u... but u still allow it.. how can you be so ignorance of things? for me lah.... its like you menzalimi diri sendiri. Allah bagi akal untuk berfikir.. if benda harm you n ur health, why you ok kan? Hidup nie banyak lagi.. kehilangan dia bukan lah segalanya... mak bapak yg still hidup, adik beradik yg ko dah hidup berpuluh tahun, kengkawan yg ada through ur up n down relationship before before nie,,,tak apa ke untuk ko hilang demi seseorang yg baru kenal let say 2-3 years tops... 

I know when u cant control what u feel. some things are beyond your control. you emotion and your feelings... memang sakit.. but u have to look inside deeply and think if u love urself enough to allow this to happen to you. to allow people treat u that way with disgrace and disrespectful. especially to all d ladies.. kita nie BERHARGA tau takk.. sebab tu lah bila nak kawin dengan kita ada HANTARAN, ada MAHARNYA... ada HARGA! kenapa kita ada such thing as "PRINCESS TREATMENT' treat like a "QUEEN' bukan treat like rakyat jelata... the only maid we are call is BRIDES-"MAID" tu je.. lain semua higher ranking level.. thats how we SHOULD be treated.. sbb tu orang kata find a provider to us ladies.. sebab our partner should be the PROVIDER. not the other way around. yes most ladies nie hati lembut nak permudahkan urusan.. HELPING and PROVIDING is two different things okay!!

argue with me all you want.. my blog i wrote what i feel. agak malas baca sila swipe or ignore.. ahahaa.. like i said tak semua org JAHAT di luar sana.. they probably need the help je.. but again YOU cannot CHANGE a person who dont want to CHANGE.. perubahan tu datang dr hati.. u can support but not CHANGE the person... but by supporting make sure tak effect your own life or your bank account, sampai ko plak yg mental.. yg di abuse.. itu dah boleh angkat kaki blah sbb tu maksudnya you d one who need the HELP not the person you trying to HELP.. get it?

mcm curhat kan.. memang.. 

i constantly worry abt the person i cut off.. but for now i need to HELP and LOVE my PEACE. I can no longer HELP them but I can DOA for them under ALLAH protection and may one day they are FREE from those people who used them like hell.. moga ALLAH jauhi from all the worst that could happen.

Okay done bebel.. nak siap.. stress nak g cari dessert... BYE korang.. nnt kita bebel lagi ek!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2021

I hope its not to late to wish everyone who reads my blog a very HAPPY NEW YEAR! So apa azam korang tahun nie? Was it the same as last year? Hopefully different this time around.

Lets see what good things happen in 2020. Looking back just to see how much you achieved and may be make it better this year right?

So as for me, my lil sis and i started a new business. SELLING COOKIES!! yup tiny bitsy cookies. Sape yang nak try boleh follow our IG: TybiTsz. For now that would be our platform and also by friends and family word of mouth. So far sape yang dah try Alhamdulillah repeat order. ahahahaa.. i sincerely HEART you guys. Thank You for your support. So this year we are hoping to be able to grow more and increase our sales. As for me, i need to be more productive and also keep up and learned more about how to market my business. ehehhee... we are small but someday Insyaa Allah dengan izin Allah, we wish to grow and be able to give even underprivillage kids the taste of having a bite of cookies. nnt i ols buat special post abt TYBITSZ. hehehee.. im so excited to share.

What else happen last year.. mesti korang pikir WEDDING kan? Alhamdulillah there's a wedding, but its not mine. ahahaha... hopefully this year mana tau ttbe kan mana tau. doa2 kan lah ye. So last year we welcome our SISTER IN LAW 'FIEKA' to the family. My big Bro is MARRIED guys. can u believe it! tu orang kata bila dah sampai seru In syaa ALLAH dipermudahkan. Dah le SIL sis cantik ek! ehehhee.. and not to mention very young but geng bake2 and masak2. YEAY! boleh lah sis fefeeling muda jugak lepas nie.. ahahhahaaa... keep me young by heart ye. so one done another lil bro plak punya turn after this. In syaa ALLAH dia pown COMING SOON. ahahahaa... HAPPY for them. my Future Lil Sis In Law pown awesome and geng baking and masak and kepala gilers...hahahaa.. her cheesekut oreo and cream puff OMG definately my favourite. ahahaha... so many mores desserts in d house! Semoga their wedding pown berjalan lancar and smooth. Hello Sandakan again. ehehhee... may we all be protected from the virus COVID-19. aminnn... 

Gambar lil bro tunang...
soon gambar kawin plak. Aminnn

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So this year, how korang celebrate new year? dengan COVID-19 cases goes up everyday. Its scary! i know... Since covid started memang lama tak balik JOHOR. rindu sangat2 kat budak2 tu! omg twintots dah besar guys! alhamdulillah a short trip vacay for us. we manage to book an airbnb dekat KSL Residence. 2 bedroom apartment with extra bed of course and a pool for the kids. purpose just to be with them in the house and not to go anywhere. quality time just playing cards and all. Of course with my lil sis into baking and all so she manage to bake for me my early requested bday cake! ahahhaa... omg guys yummy!!! seriously. Thank you lil sis. we had so much fun. watching the new year fire work from the apartment! stay safe while still enjoying the firework. Swimming with the kids. "lompat si katak lompat with twintots' and urut with MAKSAL! i tell u awesomeness.... its been a while so level of tolerance is not that high. ahahhaa but i need it anyway. overall ALHAMDULILLAH for the moments spend. balik je dari JB, we get to know that JB banjir. ya ALLAH. May Allah protect those who affected by the banjir in Johor and also in Pahang. 

tenten geng UNO

They love Cream Puff!!
tak sempat nak bawa g airbnb they all makan dulu!

Swimming with twintots.. masa nie sorang lagi tido.
nak tau nie sape tanya umi dorang.. ahahhaa

Swimming Time!

Again HAPPY NEW YEAR guys!! hope whatever "AZAM TAHUN NIE" tercapai or azam tahun lepas2 tercapai tahun nie. ehehhee.. never give up! stay strong tau and STAY SAFE! moga korang semua dijauhi COVID-19. Masked on! memanglah ajal maut tangan tuhan. but still we need to be cautious and take care of ourself! Till my next post! 

Just ME in 2019

Hii korunk,

Macam dah lama je tak blog, i guess sebab mood menaip dtg mcm kejap2. banyak je yg in progress tapi tak habis blogging. so akhirnya tergendala. This time nye blog mainly memang nak bebel kosong je. or should i say more like let it all out of my jiwa dan perasaan. Honestly, Im feeling so lost at the moment. It has been what 4-5 months now. I hate it myself. I mean i dont even know whats holding me back. When i share with my friends and family, all of them try to help me. Especially with getting a job. Yes A JOB! Teartika u no longer ur 20s. sape je nak amik kije if u urself dont know what you want to work as. Not being picky but sometimes i have my reasons. Nak kije mcm dulu dah tak boleh. kije yg tak payah serabut otak just penat badan. now dah kena slip disc kije2 macam tu kena lah eliminate. So back to others options like office job. Hurm... bila nak apply plak. its like something is holding me back. Haaa mula lah pikir what if i apply and then i cant even do the job properly? what would people see me as? dah le tak banyak experience. Or they might be menyesal take me in for the job. or macam i didnt meet their expectations. I dont even know why im so afraid of things that might not even happened pown sbb from my past experience of working anywhere, tak d plak boss tak ske or anything. This feeling down is pulling me down too. Im so not confidence with myself.

Have u ever feel that u know what u want to do or at least have to do but u aint doing it? so thats what happen to me now. Nie tulis blog pown entah akan post ke tak? kalau berjaya lah habiskan tulis. I have so many things i want to do but somehow im afraid of failing. May be sebab ive been through some bad moments in my life. not to brag but my life aint the happiest but alhamdulillah i get through it everytime. Now just another hiccup that i have to face. betul lah cakap org to get out of depression is really hard. im not saying im depressed but entah may b a little. Well i do bersyukur with what i have but at times macam pikir why am i like this? its like the spirit just been sucked out of you. and all u left is nothing, feeling down and unworthyness. i am a mess where no one will want me or even acknowledge me.

Serious i envy a lot of people who can just be ok the next day. ive tried but may be not hard enough. i dont tend to dwell in whatever i am now. but why do i feel so hard to be me again. im like zombi with no soul.i know i over thinking. i know whatever im thinking is not true pown. but cant help it. kalau psychatrist dah tanya one layer after another. why do i feel the way i feel, what makes u feel that way. Sometimes duduk, and think, somehow i think i just need someone to acknowledge me, someone to understand the way i am, someone who knows how much im struggling to be okay again. to be my old self, where my friends call me happy go lucky. may b i still am just in front of people. i just want someone to tell me the know how much i tried but i still couldnt. and just tell me its okay to be where u r now. its okay to be the way u r now. although it is ridiculous. or just know the have my back if i need help. not ignoring how i am and keep pushing me to do this n that. i know they have to do what best for me not to dwell in whatever i am now. but i just need someone to hug me and take my pain away. I know Allah is the only one i can turn too to cry n cry n cry. may b i should start changing my name. RIGHT? ahahahaa...

What makes me like this? Well i lost someone so dear to me. for 5 years his there with me and one day suddenly hilang. i dont even know where he is and all. people say things to me even they know its easy said than done. I know he might be nobody in ur eyes. but his there with me when no one is. His there with me to make me laugh when i dont want to laugh. he let me be mad at him when my mood swing and feels like nak marahh someone, he sooth my hearts when i cry or serabut, he wakes up when i had a bad dream and let me sleep like a baby even he needs me. he never talk bad abt my friends and family and always encourage me to be more polite and  treat them better. he advice me when i dont know what to do and encourage me to be a better person, a better daughter, a better muslimah.

I know nothings come easy. I know that other people struggle more than i am. I am thankful. I know at some point i have to start living to feed myself. Duit saving tu sampai bila sangat nak bertahan kan? so slowly but surely im trying. The latest experience that im facing is kena SCAMMED. I guess people are looking for easy money to earned. mula2 tu mmg lah terduduk jugak bila kena. but i know salah sendiri. Sape suruh g percaya some strangers you dont even know. Betul kata inspektor smalam, tak semua org baik. some kenal bertahun but then dah gain trust n all baru dia scammed. wow. so scary manusia skarang. Listening how the scammed people dgn mcm2 cara lagi macam wow. Sebab serious pandai giler kowt manusia. But i guess they get what they after but Allah will give their kifarah jugak in this world and hereafter. ceh dah acah ustazah. memang betul kalau rezeki tu bukan milik kita macam tu je hilang dalam sekelip mata. Either kena scammed, or ttibe tercicir, or ttbe kreta rosak ke, rumah bocor ke. mmg terkilan but thats life. Dalam rezeki kita memang akan ada rezeki org lain. SOmetime kita wonder why lah this thing happen when we ourself in need. Let just say, ALLAH uji kita sebab ALLAH sayang kita.Allah nak gantikan yg lebih baik may be.

I know all this facts but deep down to accept things is harder then you think. Honestly im hoping to meet with people that can motivate me, not pushing me but encourage me slowly. macam doesnt make me feel like i cant be like this lama2 n all. i have to this n that. cam ne ek nak cakap. rather then asking me to do this n that, motivates me so i feel like i have to do this n that. get what i mean? thats why slowly i start do things i dont normally do. i believe in doing things that i like rather do things i dont coz i know what it will do to me. i may be successful in doing things i dont like but the value of it doesnt add up to me and i hardly can acknowledge that im successful of doing it. Paham tak? ahahahahaa.... ha pandai2 lah renung2 kan. so for now this is my updates. nnt kalau rajin i ols update plak pasal trip Swak yg sgt happening!!!

Till my next post. Pls dont judge. If u dont like what im sharing, pfft i dont care much. it could be my way of getting the help that i need or never know kan org baca ttbe org offer kije yg i might be interested or may be someone that can give me the missing piece im looking for to be ok again. you'll never know.

tQ for ur time reading my blogs yg dah bersawang nie. Will try and update more.

LURVE,

TIA

A YEAR BACK FOR GOOD....

Omg Omg Omg....

Alhamdulillah... dapat pown balik blog yg dah berkurun lama  nya.. blog yg mcm2 cerita dalam nie. ehehee.. last time tak dapat nak trace balik. tiber hari nie terasa macam nak berblogging balik. like just write whatever comes into my mind. regardless of the language lah kan. nama pown blogging. so i can write however i want. people say, i write the way i talk. ahahaha.. oh well... thats the easiest. sebab bila berblog nie, we tend to just keep writing selagi ada mood to type. 

Some people think hard abt their topic or susun what they gonna write. me, nah.. i just share whatever i feel like sharing. walaupun i dont think people nak baca pown. ahaahaaa...so let starts with one year since im back for good in Malaysia. well seriously banyak je nak bebel. i dont even know where to start. but at the moment, tak leh nak tulis sekarang sbb my sydneysiders friends are coming over. dulu semua single student. now semua dah beranak pinak. okay most anak sorang je ahahhaa... well kita amik berkat lah ye. mana tahu my turn soon. eceh... amin.. sis minta doa yang baik2 je. kayh later i me sambung bebel lagi. huish rasa puas sangat nak bebel. ye lah kat twitter pown memang bebel but u see, twitter nak bebel panjang2 kena jadi kan thread. which alahai malas nye. so u have no idea how glad dapat balik blog nie. heheheee.....kay kayh nak kena prepare some juadah for my friends. ttyl again readers.. hahahaha....bak kata melodi dulu2 TUNGGUUUUUUUUU....

Okay im back again...fuh so tadi busy melayan my sydneysiders friends. dulu masing2 single2 i mean bujang. now few of them dah married and even have kids. gosh how time flies really fast. mcm tak caya je. today its all about sharing the CEO COFFEE... why not. Well i call it COFFEE PARTY. hope everyone detox body lepas nie. especially for parents lah. well actually somehow our parents seems to be more healthier than us. well for me lah. i know im very weak in so many ways. thats why super love when i can enjoy my coffee while detix my body.

So this is the CEO COFFEE. yes it looks like a normal coffee, taste like a coffee even can make like an ice coffee, drink however u like but it cleanses your body slowly but surely. So who wants to join my next coffee party session. jom jom.. buzz me up. ill share with you how wonderful it is. i dont know abt u but if i could kill two birds with one stone why not. actually 3 birds. you can enjoy your coffee, you get a better detox body and u can earned as well. sape nak kasi. trust me when i say its affordable even for kids nowadays.

thats my lastest obsession. what is it that i want to share? so sepanjang setahun dah balik apa je kejadian dalam hidup nie. besides im sweating like hell with cuaca and humid in malaysia, hey its not that bad lah. apparently they said in aussie pown dah panas giler now. so not so bad being back afterall.

For sure to get a job is not easy, to earned yourself is not easy as well. people pick and choose who they want to hang out with. well as for me, bukan lah nak being picky in applying for jobs but hey semua nye nak experience. its true how ridiculous it sounds for yg fresh grad and tak d job experience. terkial2 okay nak apply. thinking alamak boleh ke buat nie.what if tak meet their expectations. or is it just me yg over thinking. ahahahaa... i think its only me.

but recently im glad g culik sorang budak nie. ahahhaa.. weekend pown kena culik dia kat office and we went for a coffee. nak intro dia the coffee tapi tak ckup plak nak kasi taste so we just talk abt experience. she used to work for one of the big 4 account company. budak account sure pernah dream job to work in one. so she said its okay to try and apply for them. dont think too much as they will teach u in doing stuff. they always have vacancies because their turn over tinggi coz their employees loyalty mcm tak d sgt as people always work under pressure. but u learned a lot of things. so those experience is highly valued afterward when u want to find another job. it surely open up my minds and hey betul jugak tu. try je and kalau dapat mmg dah tertulis that place for you. balik je terus semangat!

at the moment, tipu lah kalau cakap im not down with situation yg x bekerja. dude, money is like water here. no wonder some kije sampai tak d life. like seriously. dont even have time to social. or take break. scary actually. sometimes you are too stuck with work sampai tak boleh kalau tak kije sbb not working means no money. its very common to just grab a job even u know its killing you softly. but hey thats life. some friends they work and work but due to many commitments they still struggling. mmg seriously, kalau kat aussie gaji sikit pown boleh survive. but nie gaji okay2 lah still cannot survive. i dont know lah boros sgt ke kat malaysia nie sebab semua within your reach?

Memang no jokes surviving in malaysia is harder somehow. but thats life... for now thats all for my updated post. jap g nak bebel pasal benda lain plak. heheheee... sape nak try coffee boleh roger or dm i ols. jom sehat sambil bercoffee.. me myself tgh detox knowing im not the healthiest person on earth. so anything detox from my body daku redha. hidup sakit je sgt tak best. eheheeee.. till my next post!

IQRA (READ)

By: SHEIKH ABDULLAH HAKEEM
TOPIC: IQRA (READ)

Dunya

• Is a stepping stone to Akhirat
• It is a test to enter Jannah or Jahannam
• Choose the greatest example to be followed.
• Read and understand the Quran to build a connection with ALLAH and everything else will fall to place.

REVALATION

• Build the connection to ALLAH, learned to LOVE ALLAH. Once you learned to LOVE ALLAH you will stay away from Syaitan and know what to avoid the HARAM and ZINA of the Dunya. In shaa ALLAH you’ll be safe. 
• The heart that absorbs the LOVE of ALLAH will throw away all that is HARAM. 
• ALLAH loves us more than a mother LOVES her kid. Would a mother throw her kids into fire? NO right. ALLAH too don’t want to throw us to be thrown into fire of HELL.
• KNOW ALLAH & PROPHET MUHAMMAD by heart and there will be no problem in worshipping ALLAH and also no issues in knowing the deen of ALLAH.
• If there’s a will there away. If you keep giving excuses then you don’t really know ALLAH and Prophet Muhammad by heart.

Example: How many kids these days know the name of the soccer players in a team? Or even the famous celebrities? The questions is HOW MANY KIDS THAT KNOWS THE NAME OF THE 25 RASULS or even the name of PROPHET MUHAMMAD in FULL??

Syaitan is planning how to defeat us, how to get rid of us here in the Dunya. Therefore we need to plan better how not to be defeated by Syaitan.

How to measured it:
S - Specific
M - Measured
A - Achievable
R - Realistic
T - Time

SPECIFIC 
Quran:

• We can learned SPECIFIC knowledge from the Quran.
• The relationship of Sahabat Rasulullah with Quran is like our relationship with the phones. 
• How we constantly look at our phones is how they look at the Quran.
• If we do that today, we won’t have issues.
• Quran is the soul of knowledge.
• Memorize the Quran.
• Understand the Quran

MEASURE:
How much you want to read or memorize the Quran : 

• 1 Juz eveday or may be 1 juz every week.
• 1 page every day or 1 page ev week 
• 1 hadith every week.

ACHIEVABLE:
Can you achieve the desired number you wish to complete.
Can you read or memories as minimum as 1 ayat a day may be.
The answer is : YES. It is achievable. Recite every day after Subuh prayer. The best time.

REALISTIC:
It is realistic to spend 1 hour a day to gain the knowledge of ALLAH.
ALLAH like ibadah that is little but consistent.

TIME:
Give yourself a time period to achieve it for example, memories the Quran in a year or may be Khatam the Quran every month.

"WHOEVER TRADE THE PATH TOWARD KNOWLEDGE, ALLAH TRADE THE PATH TO JANNAH EASY FOR YOU"

CONNECTING WITH THE QURAN

By: SHEIKH YAHYA IBRAHIM.
TOPIC: CONNECTING WITH THE QURAN

• The Quran has 604 pages
• No one will inform you about Allah better than Allah
• No one will tell you of what Allah seeks of you better than Allah
• No one will question you about the exists of this life more than Allah
• No one will give you greater hope and inspiration for what will come in the future life than the words of Allah.
• No one can describe the mercy of Allah better than Allah
• No one will speak to you of the wrath and anger of Allah more than Allah
• The Prophet Muhammad SAW has been given a direct and defines scope – he has no greater duty and no more specific role ila Rasul except to deliver a message.
• He was a conveyer. He was given names, titles, roles and duties. (Example : Prophet of God, Messanger of God, I’m the one who had send you, a giver of good news, a warner, the one who invite to the path of God by the permission that has been given to him by Allah, the lit flame of light in the world of darkness)

Begin connecting with the Quran by:

• Understand its importance in your life.
• Honour it in its text (book form) of its design and precision of its page.
• Publishing: it was reviewed by hundreds of people before it was printed. The colour and the texture of the page. Psychological test were done of to what colour of the background to keep the attention of the people to keep looking at it.
• It is an inheritance process of honouring the word of Allah.
• The art of calligraphy is part of the connection with the Quran. Learning how to write it. The evaluation of the Arabic language and letter is meant to connect people with the Quran.
• One of the ways to preserve the knowledge of the Quran is writing it down.
• Not only in recites it but write it.
• Allah commands us in the most eloquent ways: this Quran leads you to a path of righteous.
• Part of the connection of Quran lead you to which is best in the moments of life.
• Quran: What is best of what is right. Not just limiting to what is not appropriate but it about staying the way and limiting even what is least appropriate. Try to find the path of ALLAH.

Connect with the Quran in physical way by:

• Honour it on the top of the shelf. Book of Fiqh (usually in the lower shelf). The Quran will be the top of the shelf followed by the book of Tafsir (the explaination of the Quran).

Our Heart:

• Has been locked away from the Quran.
• In the Quran you will find that everything leads you to ALLAH.
• If you read the Quran and leads you to disconnect from others, means you reading it wrong.
• Means you are not connecting and correcting with the Quran.
• If it makes your hearts flows of the mercy of Allah – the Quran leads you to pass Allah and not to him.
• (Alhamdulillahi rabbil alamin)Begin to thank Allah for what he has allowed you to discover of his Mercy.
• (Arrahmaanirrahiim)Remember he is Ar- Rahman and Ar-Rahim, the giver of mercy, the gracious one.
• (Maaliki yaumiddiin ) The one ultimate responsible too. The only one dominates on the day of judgement when people will be accountable to him.
• The role of Prophet Muhammad – a witness onto of action of mankind and not to as ultimate judge.
• On the day of judgement then Allah will tell who is right and who is wrong and who was true and who wasn’t.
• (Iyyaka na’budu waiyyaaka nastaiin) For this reason I will turn to you and worship Ya Allah and for this reason i will seek assistance and asked for help Ya Allah.
• (Ihdinashirratal mustaqim ) Ya Allah lead me to a path that is upright
• (Shiratalladzina an’amta alaihim) the same path that you lead the nation before us. Lead us to it.
• (Ghairil maghduubi alaihim waladhaalin) not a path of those who deviate and not the path that leads to your anger.

 In Quran

• There is no doubt.
• In it find the guide but it is not for everyone.
• Why we don’t connect with the Quran? Why we struggle to enact and to apply it. Why hard to memories it?
• Guide to who? : ultimate guide for the one who approached it with sincerity.
• If you read it and you still doesn’t get the answer that you were looking for, although you study the Quran well but u still doesn’t seems to feel peace and still looking for inner peace. Therefore the problem is not the Quran. The problem is your heart.
• Acknowledge Allah internally more than you care what people see about you privately.
• If you find it is difficult to reconcile in your life from the word of Allah, knows it bcause your heart is not able to access it.
• Humble the heart to the word of God.
• Difference between listening and hearing the Quran.
• It absorbs within you its messages.
• Fear the Quran.
• It is the proof of Allah for the one who knows it.
• The Quran speaks about the people in the Hell Fire.

The Quran speaks about the people in the Hell Fire shall be kindle upon them.

1. The 1st people held accountable is not the one who doesn’t pray, but a man who Allah gives knowledge of this faith to a point he fluent and precise in the reading of Quran. Where Allah gives the platform and teach about the Quran, spread to the land. They were given opportunity to learned and to teach.

• In the here after: they will be brought infront of humanity in this dunya and in the akhirat. Allah will asked what have you done with the blessed that i gave you? - i recite the Quran, acquire knowledge and disseminate it and taught it to others.
• You get reward of the dunya by people praising you but not a reward that Allah honoured you. You had the Quran only on the tongue and not in the heart. Your heart walked away from it.
• They will read the Quran but lack of sincerity of the heart which doesn’t touch the heart.
• If by reading the Quran leads you away from humanity, especially those who judge.
• Allah is the only judge of humanity

2. The 2nd person is when you recite the Quran by tongue. but its message of ease & mercy, compatibility, facilities, Rahmat has not touched the heart.

• Prophet Muhammad Speaks about people whose message of the Quran is alter to shift in according to a moment in time that they see its usages is fits.
• It will happen in every consecutive generation as they twisted for a reason that is suited time.
• Prophet describes them: they will read the Quran, their tongue is full of it. When you see them in practice but lack sincerity of the heart.
• When you see them, how devoted they are, how good they are? but the word of God hasn't touched the heart.

The more you know of it, the more compassion and mercy and kindness, you have humanity even when you opposed it. You hold people accountable knowing Allah is the judge of humanity.

Connect with the Quran.
1. You need a teacher.

• Our Prophet Muhammad SAW reviewed his reading with Jibrail will decent and recite it to Prophet Muhammad and will reviewed with Jibrail on every Ramadhan.
• The Quran is taught by best the people generations in an honourable platform and ways.
• Could be absorbed from the majority of ulama.
• Must be competent and the reading and understanding the word of Allah.

2. The Quran was meant to be recited at night.

• Privately, it's the moment of quiet.
• Allah says: “Oh Muhammad stand before me in the night, dept of the night, few hours.”
• At least read 100 ayat a night after Isyak.
• The one who will stand before Allah they will hate the bed to stand before Allah.
• We havent make effort, we dont take the Quran seriously.
• The Quran wants you, invites you.
• The best time to read the Quran would be an hour right before Fajar(subuh).
• Grow closed to ALLAH.

3. Appreciate our Nabi Muhammad SAW- the conveyer of the Quran.

• Because the gate wait of the Quran and its understanding.

FLORIADE 2017 (Tulips Festival)

So since floriade was on, me with and my friends well technically they younger from me so dah kira macam adik2 lah.. we pick a date and decide to go for it. Driving to Canberra took us around 3 hours from Sydney. So gilir2 lah drive. lama tu. So masa pergi me drive 2 hours and then we make a pit stop where i always mcm wajib stop situ for picture sbb just love to see keindahan ciptaan Allah gitu. So lapang! Ahahhaha pastu baru Nani drive to canberra and straight to floriade. And dalam Canberra Wanie drive everywhere. hehehee.. and balik after the mocha from the Oliver Brown kicks in Nani straight drive 3 jam.. hehehee.. TQ chu ols...

Nie acah2 photoshoot gitew.. so out of 5 of us, as u can see 4 of us girls eheheheh.. nasib lah izzat which the only male among us. Selamat melayan kerenah2 us girls ek mengambil gambar. Ahahahhaa...

This is when photographer pown kena snap sbb dia yg amik picture tapi dia pown sama posing ahahahahahhahahahahaa.. hey what can i do. I just used to it. Ahahahahhaa... nways the journey continue.

So this is my 3rd time went for Floriade. Slalu pegi akhir2 dekat2 nak abes. Tahun nie ingat lah g awal sikit like the 1st week of the events. And very dissapointed sbb tak byk plak tulips. Owh Floriade nie is actually a tulip festival. The place will be fill up with tulips everywhere! But it turn out to be awal2 tulip tu tak kembang lagi... sabo je lah. Learned my lesson to always go middle or end of th event. Usually d event went on for 3-4 weeks.

So this year theres are so many other installation or sculpture instead just the ferris wheel and the flowers. The flowers is arrange based on something. If u manage to get from a higher view u will see those designs. But if see paras mata biasa mmg nampak just scattered of flowers je.

A Gilt Frame

Sky of Tents

Nani with Henrietta

Us with the Dearest

The Grove

Well we had so much fun try to be creatives how to pose! Ahahahahha... so this is some of the outcomes from it. U really have to think outside the box how to pose and all. Ahahhahaa... take ur time and just explore the place. Kalau tak mmg rasa alaaa bunga alaaa mcm budak2 lah nie alaaaa malu lah nak posing.. then i tell u tak yah pegi sbb ull get bored if u not having a fun mode on. Besides that, tahun nie byk lagi stalls and all. Mama kalau pegi she’ll be exploring them insteads of being like us kids ahahahaha so boleh je bawak mak2 or bapak2 here coz they might find other thgs interesting.

Here some more pictures hasil tangkapan gitew while we were there.. and also some of behind the scene picture while the shooting in place. ahahahaa... i really though kitaorg nie orang ingatkan memang model from overseas sebab helok lepas kitaorang amik gambar people pown sibuk nak dekat our place ahahaha... call me perasan but thats how i actually feels. Mana tak nya, sorang posing sampai 2-3 orang amik gambar ahahahahhaaa... giteww... 

BEHIND THE SCENES MOMENTS

MY PHOTOSHOOT COLLECTION

Well the purpose of me pergi tempat2 macam nie memang to snap some of the good photos of me. TQ to them and their awesome camera!!! and also some using my iphone je so here some of the hasil. Angle pown baik ahahaha.. im so getting their camera!! ehehhehee... so next time gi ngan sape pown boleh snap good photos!

So may be ill go again next year kalau ada rezeki. Tapi mmg kna g dgn geng yg rajin mengambil ur picture lah if not ull be bored to death. Ahahaha plus alaaa pictures would always be memories to be remembered not only by heart but its a proof that uve been there. Snap as many and choose the best one! Sape teringin nak experience, Floriade nie slalu time Spring which dlm bulan sept or oct. So watch for the dates u come for holiday to Sydney. Kalau rajin sewa kreta and just drive down to Canberra. So TQ to Wanie Kecik, Izzat, Omochaa and Nani for temam akak korunk sorunk neyh.. muahhh.. nnt next trip kita pikir2 plak.. owh and tQ for the wonderful time here. Nak tau apa lagi kitaorg explore next dekat canberra wait for my next post!

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