The right time, The right moment..

Feeling lonely is normal for me. Through out my life, there's time we like to be alone but who like to be lonely? Right? Thats why we are meant to find partners in life. People keep on saying, everyone are meant to have somebody to be their partners as in 'JODOH'. Some people will keep in trying one partner after another eventhough through out the relationship they will tend to get hurt everytime. Those people is someone easy to find someone that they think might be their posible -THE 1- ehehee dah bunyi cam H1N1 plak. As the other type of people as in like me. It is really hard for me to actually fall fot someone. Until im very sure I truely like them then yes i dont mind telling them the way i feel. But adatlah kan. Tak semestinya orang yang kita suka akan suka kita like we ske dorunk, erti kata lain. Friendzone. Ahahha...dah biasa. Owh well... sama je how ada orang yang ske kita tak semesti kita akan ske dorunk. Thats what i call hukum karma. Tapi why should we feel bersalah n takut kan. Kalau dia bukan jodoh kita. Maka tak d lah match heart to heart. Betul tak? Ada orang kata, tak semestinya orang yang kita kapel tu akan jadi jodoh kita. Ada yang together bertahun.tup tup kawin orang lain. Itulah namanya jodoh pertemuan tangan tuhan. So believe the one will come at the right time and moment in your life. Disakiti dan menyakiti adalah lumrah kehidupan. It is meant to make you learned about something. Never give up on love.

Well sometimes sampai satu tahap memang give up sangat utk fall or even like someone when all you get is hurt. Tapi feelings is something that you cant control. Most of the times, manusia nie leka. Ada yang jodoh di depan mata n there for you but u dont feel the love to them, why? Well may b not the right time yet. Me myself never fight for who i love, bukan tak sayang. Tapi kalau kita fight pown bukan jodoh kita tak kan jadi juga unless both hearts knows n fight for the love. Cinta banyak bertepuk sebelah tangan sebelum tepukkan tu di sambut oleh orang yang sepatutnya. Okay ttbe jewk ckp pasal jodoh cinta bagai.ahahaa...melalut sudah.tapi still in the contacts of topic alone n lonely. Alhamdulillah, wpun tak dikurniakan bf setiap masa dalam hidup utk teman dan always be there for me, i am please and so happy to be granted with the love from my friends around me. Sampai tak terkira brapa banyak kawan yang i can call my bestest friend. They penghibur hati di kala sedih. Pengmsg (tak tahu lah wujud ke tak word nie) when i truely need them and knows me well n accept me d way i am. So thank you sgt. Again they said friends come and go. Well as for me, yes they do come and go, but most of them go temporary je. They still there when i need them. Sampai kalau balik Malaysia tak menang waktu untuk jumpa all of them. Ehehehee...okay senang cite actually windu giler kat all my friends in Malaysia.ahaha betul lettew bila orang kata i have lots of bf. Bf=best friend.

My grandma penah kata 'Berkawan biar seribu,Bercinta biar satu'.. so kawan insyaallah dah beribu..si cinta yang satu belum jumpa. Mr.Heart where r u? May my lonelinest and alone status ends with you soon. Aminn...you'll be THE LAST one..and THE ONE..Eyhh..MY ONE..hurm senang2 je tulis dah lebih 3000words. Kang best kalay boleyh senang buat assignment tulis cam nie. How I wish..ehehee..ok..stop d post now.

Xoxo -lurvetia-

2012 Recap

2012. So many things had happen. Good or bad that's the nature of human life. No matter where and when you always be tested. The test is to make urge endure the pain and be better bad stronger where one day no one can step on your head and bullied you. 2012 has given me a lot of meaning to life. It's the year that i start my new uni life as an international student in one of Sydney University of Technology Sydney. After a year of waiting for my approval scholarship from MARA the wait is finally ends. I'm officially a UTS  Business student majoring in Accounting. The study life is not as hectic in Malaysia, very laid back with maximum of 4 subjects per semester with only 3 hours of learning per subject. Not bad aite, but somehow it is tougher as the like u to used more practical way of learning instead theoritical bookworm style.

Well another important moments in my life is loosing my love for 12 freaking years and finds out his married. Yes devastated to know. So sad. But hey thats how life is. Even you love a person so much if his not meant for you no matter how long or how u do it, its just not meant to happen. Itu yang di namakan jodoh di tangan tuhan. Not ours. The only thing I could do is to accept the reality fate that brings me to meet my new intresting moments with currently my MR.HEART.

Well technically his not mine yet, except that my heart at ease when thinking about him. Automatically I find myself smiling everytime his in contact with me. Hurm..here's a story of HOW I MET MR.HEART..hahaha..He actually the second tourist I actually fall for. Last year one pilot came but then when his back he become mr come n go. But this new mr is totally different. May b factor umur..ahahaha..I can say that his a very consistant person. Well his not the type that txt much but alhamdulillah we been contact evryweek for 3 months now. Good eventhough not every day or 24hours. Ehehhee.. just my type so me myself wont get 'rimas' with clingy guy. At times when u dont get enough attention u will get feed-up, but to think of it again, good as we girls liketo crave attention all d time. Sometimes its not necessary pown example when u bored, you text and he didnt reply, haaa mula lah nak emo. Padahal motif emo sbb u bored n his to blame. Hahhaa owh well that what we all gals do. Cute kannn...nasib lah ye kaum adam. So yea, thats abt him, MR.HEART. Eventhough consistant, I wont put hope as he hasnt approach me or so eva..

Okaay nexxxt...hurm..what else had happen in 2012?
Well from my previous post I ecap a lil. 2012 brings 3 of my bestest fren here in Sydney. Curl, Fara and Ina. Then My trip to Gold Coast and thanx for my bestest fren Aisyah, I had fun even just the two of us.. Towards the end of the year, get to meet retist2 like Adi Putra, Rita Rudaini, Izreen Azminda, Rozie Rashid, Farid Kamil and Diana Danielle live in Sydney. Then also meet the Minister of Malaysia like Dato Sri Mustapha Mohamed(Malaysian Minister of International Trade and Industry), Tan Sri Dato Haji Alimuddin Haji Mohd Don(Bekas Pengarah Pelajaran Malaysia) and last but not least Dato Sri Ahmad Shabery Cheek(Malaysian Minister of Youth and Sports)

I guess its time for me to close 2012 book and start a new book of 2013 Tia's Journey of Life. See you for 2013 exciting story.

DREAMWORLD, GOLD COAST

Now lets explore the fun in DREAMWORLD..  

There are so many things and it is wayyy bigger than the White Water World.

Yang masuk dalam only Me and Aishah..ehehehe..Kids time..the rest drop us only..hehehehe...

Actually I did bought skittles as me getting pening2 nak muntah from the rides..ahahaha..You will see later what kind of rides I'm talking about.ahahaha..Walau apa pown tetap nak naik semua..Ketakutan ku buang jauh2...eheheheh

Time to enter the DREAMWORKS Experience..This is actually my best best part..

KUNG FU PANDA

MADAGASCAR

"I Like To Move it Move it..."

Lastly is the thrilled of the place..THE RIDES!! They have around 6-7 SCREAMING SCARY RIDES..which i can assure you that you will definately scream out of your lung and your heart like pumping fast and drop dead in few seconds..ahahaha..The Best..If you to scared..then it defited the whole purpose of entering this world..

This is the Giant Drop..Amacam ada bran?? ehehhee..

Yang last nie nasib tak naik..masa nak gerak balilk..I guess it would be our turn that time..tengok2 it stuck half way..ahahhaa Imagine macam tergantung kat dinding..Alaa spiderman plak..ehehe..but hey wont stop me from trying..ehehehe..

So apa lagi DARE YOU GUYS TO TRY all the RIDES!

Next trip to Gold Coast entering the other two WORLD THEME PARKS

WET & WILD World and MOVIE WARNER BROS WORLD 

Wait for my post if ever i get to go again

XOXO