When it comes about love, its so complicated. There are no exact definition about what love is? How love is suppose to be. Every human being will experienced all different types of love.Love can come in so many ways. When its about love, you can judge and help people who have problems in their love life. But when you experience difficulties your self, you will automatically become weak and helpless..
I've seen and heard so many love stories, from being happy to a heart broken stories. From a smiling to a tears running all day long. sometimes its not about how long we know the person or how long the relationship have been. There are no definite time frame how long the person gonna love us. Anything can happen. Love is more of like a risk. A risk that you take and make sure your heart wont feel the hurtfulness and the heartache that sometimes barely can be supported by one body.
Its so weird how some people can easily forget and move on so easily compare to others. Either they pretend they are strong or they just not into u. Some people they hardly fall in love. But when they finally love someone they will love the person no matter what. Or, some people in and out of love like a punch card. easily come and easily go. So it all depends on how you handle you heart or how you wish to react.
Well, Me myself been single but it doesnt mean that i dont love anybody. I do actually but i showed in other ways. I know how wonderful to be in love and to be cared. Sometimes i feel so weird where people still asking me for my advice about their love life when the fully aware that im single and not so much been in relationship. From my experience nowaday some of my friends tend to married someone else and not their high school lovers or even more longer relationship that they in for so many years. The next thing i know they met someone new and a year later they engage and married. Told ya, its not about how long you've been in the relationship. Remember it takes two to tango.
This post just about expressing how i actually let go the person i love and used to thought he was my soulmate although we only best friends. We've known each other for 12 years now. Somehow no matter where i went or how we actually seperate and gone missing we always fated to be meet again in so many ways. We knew and accept our flaws cause hey thats what best friend is. We more of into a comfort zone where always care even not knowing that we always be there for each other. Well thats how i think of him. His there the first time i got my heartbroke.His there to care when im in a deep shit. Its funny, although not physically but we are connected somehow. We always be happy for each other and respect each other partners.
One day i realized that i love him more than a friend. But because things get so complicated i left him so my heart wont hurt as much as he cant return my love. Although he did mention that he never knew i would love him that much and he keep his love for me all this while as he never thought there would be more than a friend relationship. However, at that moment its just a lil too late for us to be together. After few months of no success of getting rid of him from my mind. I decide to remain friends. ahahahhaa...well our ship is start as friends so all we have to do is back to basic.
Once i left for Sydney, i decided not to be in touch and let them be happy. However something happen and teach me a lesson not to push someone u care away. So we're back again in contact. Then a news hit me and his getting engage soon. So for our own good and the means of in contact again is to say our final goodbye. Although it breaks my heart and like the end of the world. I know its the right and the best thing to do and if god will we'll meet again in future as friends once again. Just because we cant be together doesnt mean we dont love each other as we always do for the last 12 years of friendship.
Be happy and life must go on. To those who in heartbroke. Open up ur mind and think wise. If it meant to be it will happen..If its not, then something better is prepare for you in future. Have faith and never regret anything that happen in your life. Believe that things happen for a reason. Sooner or later you'll find out why it is meant to be like that.
End of my love story and love post.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU