OMG... lama nya terkubur blog ni.. lately nie mcm banyak sangat benda yg happen.. with so many platform yg boleh di curhat and some ada je ramai yang response maka blog pun terkurbur and bersawang.. when was the last time i ols update ek? nways.. lets move on to whats happening with my life or things that bothering me as much.
2025.. HELLO im still SINGLE.. tak leh nak cakap unfortunate sebab with what happening with people around me.. somehow ladies be THANKFUL you are single. I know so many other good guys outside.. SAPE SINGLE BOLEH HELLO HELLO I OLS.. ahahahhahaa.. Tibahhhh.. Find me already my JODOH! ahahhahahaaa.... but lets hope we single ladies dont end up with one yg what Im about to vent out.
kewujudans spesis lelaki lelaki nie wujud je.. zaman dolu2 cuma nya kurang awareness or people may call it differently. safety zaman dulu and zaman sekarang lain.. kegilaan org2 zaman dulu n sekarang lain..so pls be careful everyone out there...
kalau korang perasan lah.. awareness NARCISSISTIC people makin banyak.. PEREMPUAN or WIFEY yang may be di mistreated pun banyak hence why byk yg bersuara skarang.. no longer diam and bodoh and telan je walaupun dizalimi..KES KES buli tak terkecuali... kadang even myself macam "how ek.. that age boleh berani to do sampat tahap tu dekat kawan2"... mental health of a person pun banyak je nowaday yang make it ANXIETY or DEPRESSION among people nowadays tu NORMAL ye guysss... stress of work.. stress in relationship.. stress with family... tu semua makin menjadi news NORMS untuk kita zaman skarang..
as for me...anything that I cannot brain or tolerate i will avoid and cut off... mestilah.. I HAVE MY OWN MENTAL HEALTH and HEALTH i need to take care.. aka pape pun LOVE YOUSELF first before you love others.. may be they will say.. your not in their shoes.. betul.. and i wish i tak nak pun be in ur shoes.. being bullied being gaslight being "diperbodohkan" dengan rela lah.. but anything that make me worst in anyway no way im going to stick around. coz at this point.. my prinsip is to HELP others as much as I can.. until i no longer see that I can help the person or the person cannot be HELP unless dia SAVE diri dia sendiri then.. im OFF... i dont leave you but i no longer tolerate or entertain your DRAMA.
kalau boleh tulis buku or tulis drama sis dah mungkin kayo.. tapi kitanya nak berkarya dengan bahasa yg betul tu macam lamberrrtttt lagi lah ek.. how i talk is how i write.. mcm skarang.. ahahhaa cara korang baca nie lah cara i ols akan bebel to u.
this year it self i cut off few people in my life.. yg truly deeply sadden me sbb they truly matters to me. but i can no longer help them... sebab as much i back them up and be there when they need an ear.. aku yang hangin satu badan mcm kena sampuk SETAN! ahahhaha.. kesian setan tak pasal dipersalahkan.. ahahhaa... dah kita nya hangin dgr how they d treated end up next day baru di pujuk effort sikit yg 0.0000000000001% lah terus okay n act like nothing happen. ahahaha... dengan harapan they ada "NIAT" nak berubah to be better. BETUL!!!!! Niat and action that they treat you worst after sangat lah tak telly ye...
And the fact that you are aware of what the person did to u, ruin your life... used u... but u still allow it.. how can you be so ignorance of things? for me lah.... its like you menzalimi diri sendiri. Allah bagi akal untuk berfikir.. if benda harm you n ur health, why you ok kan? Hidup nie banyak lagi.. kehilangan dia bukan lah segalanya... mak bapak yg still hidup, adik beradik yg ko dah hidup berpuluh tahun, kengkawan yg ada through ur up n down relationship before before nie,,,tak apa ke untuk ko hilang demi seseorang yg baru kenal let say 2-3 years tops...
I know when u cant control what u feel. some things are beyond your control. you emotion and your feelings... memang sakit.. but u have to look inside deeply and think if u love urself enough to allow this to happen to you. to allow people treat u that way with disgrace and disrespectful. especially to all d ladies.. kita nie BERHARGA tau takk.. sebab tu lah bila nak kawin dengan kita ada HANTARAN, ada MAHARNYA... ada HARGA! kenapa kita ada such thing as "PRINCESS TREATMENT' treat like a "QUEEN' bukan treat like rakyat jelata... the only maid we are call is BRIDES-"MAID" tu je.. lain semua higher ranking level.. thats how we SHOULD be treated.. sbb tu orang kata find a provider to us ladies.. sebab our partner should be the PROVIDER. not the other way around. yes most ladies nie hati lembut nak permudahkan urusan.. HELPING and PROVIDING is two different things okay!!
argue with me all you want.. my blog i wrote what i feel. agak malas baca sila swipe or ignore.. ahahaa.. like i said tak semua org JAHAT di luar sana.. they probably need the help je.. but again YOU cannot CHANGE a person who dont want to CHANGE.. perubahan tu datang dr hati.. u can support but not CHANGE the person... but by supporting make sure tak effect your own life or your bank account, sampai ko plak yg mental.. yg di abuse.. itu dah boleh angkat kaki blah sbb tu maksudnya you d one who need the HELP not the person you trying to HELP.. get it?
mcm curhat kan.. memang..
i constantly worry abt the person i cut off.. but for now i need to HELP and LOVE my PEACE. I can no longer HELP them but I can DOA for them under ALLAH protection and may one day they are FREE from those people who used them like hell.. moga ALLAH jauhi from all the worst that could happen.
Okay done bebel.. nak siap.. stress nak g cari dessert... BYE korang.. nnt kita bebel lagi ek!