The 6 Extra Lil Bro of mine..

Well now its like 4.3o in the morning...after watching the scary movie "The Conjuring" tak leyh plak nak sleep..ehehee.. then nak ilangkan takut tgk cite "R.I.P.D" hurm...bosan and sangat tak realistik...MIB wayyyyyy better...ehehhee... and to end the nite konon nak g ngantuk layan the funny movie "THE HEAT" acted by my favourite actress ever... SANDRA BULLOCK...who doesnt love her kan?

Then sbb tak leyh tdo lagi..I end up writing this post ttbe..ehehehe..pikir2 apa nak blog..after scrolling my older post...mcm should added my memories with adik adik UIA kiter...ahahaha...They like the most fun and fun and fun visitors...this post gonna be loaded dgn pictures as well..well at least 0.1% of pictures with them..ehehhee..

Diaorang nie dtg for lawatan sambil belajar...its for their final year project..apa diaorang blaja? hurm rasanye something about structure of a country...like the road, the public transport..so bila dorunk dtg sini mmg fully utilise lah all the public transport kat sini..dari train ke busses ke ferry semua pown dorunk naik...ehehhehee...they were here around 10 days...dapat lah merasa masakan ku yang alaaa kadar nie..ehehehe...macam best kan masak bila ramai yang makan...kalo saper complaint mmg nasib lah ye..ehehehehe... For the first time dari seorang adik laki..tetiba dapat 6 extra adik laki..ehehhee..maka tercipta lah..nickname yang pertama untuk ku... KAK T...ehehehehee...how cute kan...nasib jumpa satu je kak...Buat nye jumpa adik ku and kakak ku tak ke naya semua KAK T..nways moving on..

Sepanjang dorunk kat sini..memang meriah sangat rasa..they very helpful indeed.. owh meyh kenal kan sorunk2...

Start with Achit the goat care taker..ehehe..tgk goat nie sgt ske ngan si achit nie..ehehehe...dia plak boleyh biar goat tu gigit2...tak ke bonding moment sgt...

Pastu ikhsan plak the emu's favourite...di mana ada ikhsan di situ emu datang...dia dah boleyh wat kije part time kat sini..ehehehhee...

Sadat plak...mcm expert giler tangkap ayam yang tersangat lah comel neyh...seriously senang giler si sadat nie tangkap..so his the chicken Catcher...chicken tu kalo boleyh ckp sure tak sempat pown nak ckp catch me if u can human...

Care taker utk Aussie favourite animal call kangaroo is Zaem..ehehehe bukan main syok lagi bagi makan kangaroo hehehee...so bila agak agak bosan boleyh apply kije sini ek..ehehehe...

Next is Hilmi...ehehehe yang neyh awal2 senyap..tapi bukan main kalo nampak retist...ehehehhe...boleyh tahan lawak tgk gelagat...kalo le leonardo tu real pegang cam tu..mau dia lariii...ahhahahaa...dont worry gals...his straight..ehehehe..taken or not boleyh tanya sendri ye..ehehehhee...

And punca macam mana lekat nye nama KAK T nie sebab adik ku yang dari awal memanglah yang paling friendly abes... SYAFIQ.. ahahhaha tak abes2 ngan jam Fossil dia..bukan main ske dpat borong kan? ehehhe...jangan marah..nnt kita wat business Fossil sama2 kayh..g cari buyer..ehehhehe...

Sambil sambil dorunk nie melawat uni uni kat sini...bila arie free bawa jugaklah dorunk nie jalan2..ehehhehe...macam bawa jalan adik2..part paling best boleyh buli dorunk nie suh drive.. Me stay jadi mem besar lah kan..ehehhe..bukan senang kan nak duduk blakang..ehehehe...Mana je me bawa dorunk neyh?

1. Bagi dorunk rasa alaa alaa student kat sini..ehehhe bawa dorunk kat My Uni..UTS..ehheehe..sempat lah bergambar jugak..and paling giler slumber masuk lecture hall..budget daku le lecturer dorunk neyh..nengok2 syafiq jugak yang byk tanya..ahahahha.. 

2. Jalan2 kat Darling Habour which near my UNI je pown..so lalu lah Madame Tussaud and berphotoshoot beramai2..dgn cuaca yang agak panas..sempat lepak makan ice cream mcd...hauhaa...tgh tgh panas dpt ice cream mmg macam budak kecik lah kan..kanak2 riang dapat ice cream..ehehhee..

3. Most memorable pembukaan karaoke dengan nasyid okay..hahahaa..ok lah kan nama pown dari UIA..bagus betul adik adik ku neyh..mcm lah kat malaysia tak d..but sebab teruja ingat aussie tak d ke karaoke lagu melayu..ehehhee..

4. Kami jalan jauh sikit ke BLUE MOUNTAIN..ehehhe...feeling2 sehangat asmara jugak lah kan kat sini..ehehehe... dah macam kat korea plak kan bawa org kat scene retist blakon..eheheh..but mmg best lah kat sini boleyh nengok mcm2 and also breeze walk..kalo rajin banyak tempat to walk around the nature..ehehhee..memang best especially if pegi awal pagi..kabus nak tengok 3 sisters..and also..boleyh berpicnic walaupun bermatahari..still sejuk..tak panas..ehehhee..

 5. Most exciting place to go sbb dpt tgk KANGAROO and also pegang KOALA..hows exciting is that..ehehhee. not zoo but in aussie they call it WILD LIFE PARK..ehehhee..zoo ada jugak tapi tak leyh pegang lah kowt like this..honest i never been pown to d zoo sini..ehehehee.. tu yang sorunk2 jadi ahli care taker haiwan kat wild life nie sukarelawan..ehehhehe... And dont forget to kumpul chop binatang2 yang korunk dah tengok along the way..ehehehe.. skali skala jadi budak kan tak salah..ehehhe.. chop sini chop sana..ehehehe..

6. Last but not least, a signature yang memang wajib bawa our visitor including them is DESSERT TIME..yeay..me like it..padahal dah makan byk kali pown..ehehhe..THE PANCAKE ON THE ROCK! sedaaaaaaaaaaapppp yummy...the only mamaks aussie style lah buka sampai pagi..ehehhe..after makan boleyh photoshoot around the beautiful area..pancake dia besar so better to share..ehehehe..

So tu lah sepanjang diaorang nie ada memang best sgt..ehehee.. and memang sampai sudah KAK T tu lekat dekat ku..ehehe..but only diaorang nie je yang akan panggil ku like that forever..KORUNK memang best! dah kije nnt jangan lupa KAK T..ehehehe.. May all of you success always..KEEP IN TOUCH..kawin jangan lupa jemput..ahhahahaa...

Oh the most sweetest thing ever they left me with the sweetest gift ever okay! like sweet and cute with their own effort and simple creative gift that makes me CRY..yes i did cry sebab rindu keriuhan korunk..ahhahaa..TQ for being the best visitors..hehehhee

Ada rezeki datang lah lagi..ehehhee.. and sape yang nak datang boleyh lah minta advice where to go...insyaallah boleyh tolong suggest..

A Sista From different Parents...

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii....Morning...well not so morning anymore..ehehhee..

Tak tahu ttbe jewk nak blog about me meeting Kak Ayu....ehehhee..sape kak ayu neyh? ehehhee... well she's my sista with different mother and dad..ahahaha... I absolutely adores her so much...seriously no jokes..she just an angel...ckp lemah lembut sgt...with a fun personality and people would absolutely love her once they get to know her...

I know kak ayu when i first came here in Sydney...she always came to the house and always love to cook cook with me...Dah macam main masak plak...ehehhee...Masa balik Malaysia arie tu, my visit to her house, yes her house was not planned at all..ehehhee... best sgt her house..im glad i could make it..ehehhee...walaupun hampir2 cancel...Thanx to my BFF Sarah Yasmin yang menemani ku sampai ke pagi padahal she still working the next day..Thats why she's my bff sbb she always wanna b by my side and spend all the quality time with me...ehehhee...

Okay back to kak ayu..ehehhee... when we arrive she was waiting for us..one step in her house...okay i wanna get married and live in a house like this..So love MODERN Clean Design kind of house..so GUYs... take note..nak kawin ngan saya kena provide me MODERN CLEAN house ye..ehehehhee...Apa lagi mmg wat touring lah in her house..

Then we borak2 over a simple dessert..Simple le sgt ye Kak Ayu...me and Sarah dah le tingin dessert tapi tak sempat nak makan..skali di hidang dgn Truffle... i think thats what they call it..ehehhee..Memang langkah kananlah jawab nye kan sarah kan...ehehehhee... Half of it kitaorg je yg melantak tak benti benti...ahahha sedap sgt weyh...what teens nowadays call FOODGASM..ahahhaha...

borak punya borak sampai tak sedar that its getting late already...nasib pegi time end of my holiday so tak leyh nak sleepover..kalo tak mmg dah sleepover..may be next time lah..then we can have more long long chit chat..ehehhee.. and main masak2..pape pown nak request more of this dessert pls...me never like truffle but exception for this one...officially my favourite..

Finally before we heading back...sempat berphotoshoot dulu...ehehhee...bak kata kak ayu...lama tak photoshoot like this..ehehe..terasa muda sgt...ehehehhe...MISS you always KAK AYU..ehehhee...

CRUSH ON Youuuu....

Hello readers...ahahha...mcm banyak jewk kan follower..padahal tak d sape pown baca blog ku yg sekadar suka suki jer neyh... nways..nevermind..i write for fun... So... as I promised will try my best to mengupdate everyday...insyaallah...ye lah mana lagi nak cite kan kalo tak blog..well later2 mesti ada jugak manusia yg akan kata tah pape lah dia nie..nak semuaorg tahu hidup dia cam ne...well its for my own satisfaction..if you don't like it..dengan segala hormatnya boleyh unfollow or just tutup je..ehehhee..

OKay OKay...whats happening today in my usual wednesday...well today is the most buzy-est day coz i have 4 classes..eheehe...byk kan..11-6pm every wednesday..same place same time..same person ehehehe...omg talking abt same person...guess what?? ntah cam mana baru ku sedar yg the guy i have crush well not really a crush may be just ske tgk dia...ehehehe... His in both of my only class for tutorial..why i said only? dulu ada 4 subjects sbb kan the "D" kena kurangkan load..ehehehe..so 2 je lah subject...and more intresting his in my classsssssssssssss....
OMgeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....super super excited...ahahahhaa
Tak d lah bercakap pown in class..ahahahhaa..tapi org kata bila atie dah ske..dpt tgk sesaat pown dah make our day kan? ahhahaa..ni lah dia org tua2 ckp jgn ckp tak ske..nnt kang stuck plak...ahahhaa.. well i used to say..naaaaahh tak minat om putey...ahahha saya taste malay lah katakan...tapiii kali nie ntah nape cam ske plak tgk this one dude.. lets call him MR.PC ahahahhaa... cam mana leyh ske usha him? well one day in my lecture saw him sitting by himself and just do his own thing...well im guessing mesti dah ada gf nye(ladies with assuming issues..ehehhehe)..takat lah kan handsome cam tu tak de...ehehhee..owh well no harm doin..not like im stalking him or anything... so its all start during the AUTUMN SEMESTER...ehehhehe

now its SPRING SEMESTER and yeay his in my tutorial class.. Not to mention i think dia nie budak pandai..bukan nerd okayh...hurm may be he is but a good looking one..ehehehhee...tak tahu nak describe cam ne he looks like...nnt lah kalo berjaya berkawan ngan dia n berpicture ada lah rezki korunk tgk MR.PC saya cam ne..ahahhahaa...

So thats all the intresting thing for me today beside jumpa new favourite place to eat TAUFUFA...ahahahha yup...best giler..mahal lah..$10 for two people...but ckup utk mkn 5 kali..ahahhahaa...simple yet amazing..ahahahha love dessert.. nama kedai #KretaAyer in #kingsford...ehhehehe...

OMG and look at this dish..SO reminded me of my favourite2  #WONGSOLO, #ShahAlam...ehehhee...ayam bakar...yums...so yumss.. and you can get this in Shalom..well i havent taste it as i already cooked my dinner earlier..ehehhee...but worth check it out if you in Sydney and miss WONG SOLO like me..ehehehe...

 Well thats all for today...super tired and sleepy...Last night not able to sleep well since my SLIP DISC area kind of killing me...Yessssss... i did cried silently coz nothings else can be done pown kalo bising2 kat orang..take my medicine and wish the pain will go away...Doa2 kanlah kitew sehat balik kayh..

Im off for now..hopefully lah ye...ehehhee..Have a good  nite sleep to ME and to YOU!! muaxxx..
Jangan lupa baca doa tido kayh...and 3 KUL and Al-Fatihah and ayat Qursi..ehehehe...we never know what will happen or who be with us when we in our dream land..kan?? 

-Salam-

THE "D" in ME LIFE...

Now next post about ME....YES ME...ME and ME...ehhehee crazy am i..well no quite...ehehhee...but yes I have an issue with myself recently...

Im not a girl that like to hide things..coz I want people to like me as ME..not anyone else or even a hipokrit person.. So whats up with me? hurm...well hard for me to put it in words.. Let say..How should I start? hurm...okay..Last end of June, I went back for short trip, well not so short..i should say a month I was back in Malaysia for my winter holiday breaks..ehehee..it was fun and exciting to meet my friends and family.. until the switch in me is ON...hey hey..don't think naughty...What switch? my EMO's switch..i start feeling so emo cause what i expected from my result wasnt enough..well its actually the worst...I HAVE TO CONFESS...owh well..at that time i feels like I was a Failure..then the sadness continues.. with my friends wasnt really there toward the end of my holiday...dush dush to them..but hey..im good girl with a big heart..I FORGIVE them..i know, it wasnt intentionally...luckily my sista and her friend KAK ZACK was there to cheer me up and send me off till my end roads to boarding the plane.. May b this time it hurts more because I came back for friends but friends dont really send me off...Pity ME...right? Okay get going...ehehhehee

So beginning of my new semester...I was send to see a counselor...why? because I have to explain myself why my results is like that? or should i say they need to identify what is wrong with me.. hurm... dup dup dup dup...ever heard of DEPRESSION? i guess u do right...okay dah kenapakan speaking memanjang..ahahaa lets bi-lingual...more fun...ehehehe... yes i was diagnose for depression..i have to say i learned a lot and read a lot about this... its so intresting hows your mind play a trick on u...dont worry guys im still ME...waras okay..I know Im Tia.. I'm Malaysian and I'm a gal. The only thing that change is my character as in Im no longer happy, Im no longer friendly, Im no longer active...I'm a LONER..done,ive admit it...arghhhhhh but i hate ME now!! so my dear friends come and talk to me...make me happy..be friends with me..ehehhe dah mcm iklan plak promote diri..ahahhahahaa...

Depression sangat tak best...sebab u are held back basically in everything..its like you live in the past.. it take away lots of thing from you..like your smile, your happiness, your happy go lucky..okay semua tu sama je kan maksud dia..ahahaha...otha than that you fresh air as you like to be alone in your comfy bed at home! duuuh nama pown bed kaya sgt ke ko nak tdo bed hotel everyday kan? ahahahhaa... so what I have to do is try and have fun like do crazy thgs...eehehhee... Yes, my mood is not stable at the moment...sometimes im Sad..really say which mean my mood is LOW MOOD...and sometimes its average like FLAT MOOD...ehehehe...and at times im so happy which HIGH MOOD..ehehhe..intresting right..but when im in NO MOOD...u dont wanna see me..it could get really ugly me being pissed off..only certain people able to neutralise me up...kalau kena yg tak berjaya..mmg sorry lah ye...please stay away from me as i am annoyed with you..HEY HEY..its the DEPRESSION talking..not me..ahaahhaa...

nways... To friends that always by my side THANK YOU..to friends that not...THANK YOU too..ehehhee...I'll understand...and to friends that I dont need you with me all the time but still there for me by heart...THANK YOU too.. and Sorry kalau ada salah silap..LOVE ALL OF YOU LOTS.. may i fight this DEPRESSION DEVIL and be a happy me once again...

To my family...I LOVE YOU and i know you all always support me..IM SORRY for everythg too.. LOVE YOU LOTS & LOTS.. You know you love me XOXO...

The Smile I wish to Keep Forever

Okay...dalam banyak banyak cite...first thing first..nak cite about me going for berbuka puasa dengan my favourite group of friends..GROUP TERBAEK..ahahhaa.. my old time uni mates dr zaman dulu kala..ahahhaa..it would be activity wajib everytime im around to meet up ramai2..ehehe.. if I'm not around sekor sekor tak d plak nak gathering sbb diaorg neyh masing2 dah bekerjaya..ehhehe..al maklumlah working person always busy and susah sangat nak cari time yg everyone free..tapi oleh kerana kitew balik 2 tahun skali...mmg wajib lah kan make time for me..even for just a couple of hours..

Having them around me always makes my day...seriously... They just a bunch of happy happy happy people that never fails to put a smile on my face and also make me laugh out loud..yes LOL..eehehhee... tak yah jumpa pown still manage to do that through our grp chat yang kalo dah buka satu topic sape yg senyap mmg nasib lah afterward kena catch up msg msuk yg beratus..ahahha bukan borak apa pown..merapu and kena kan each other..ahahhaa me always reply sikit2 jewk...ada 5 jejaka and us three gals, me, sue and fara...fara mmg slalu lah yg kena aim..ahahhaa...dibuli oleyh si SOOD..ahahhaa...yan tukang tambah tolak...zie2 ada jugak di buli tapi never give up nak kenakan org balik..ahahhaa..Faiz yg slalu lambat sbb ntah apa yg di busy kan sgt..hehehee..secret life..ehhehee..n me..read n laugh, read n laugh..ahahhaa...and also Wan..the first to be married in the grp..yg paling kecik tapi paling matang skunk..al maklumlah dah kawin kan...hauhahaha...

Sue plak like a chipsmore...ada dia sahut..buzy dia senyap..ahahahaa... 

Masa awal sampai dah jumpa one of the nite..just to say hi hi bye bye...naaahh not really...just for a drink n catching up afterwork.. Macam macam tempat suggested, but in the end THE CASTLE, KAMPUNG BARU menjadi pilihan..ehehehhee...

The guys as usual kalah pompuan sampai lambat..ahahhaa...kitaorg gals sampai dulu..so do the gal chit chat lah...Oh masa nie none of the guys tau yg this two ladies is getting married soon..ahahhaa.. 2 ladies i mean Sue & Fara..ehehhee not me obviously..boipren pon tarak lagi..blaja pown tak abes lagi..jgn dok gatai sgt naaaa TIA...

The first time jumpa only manage to see YAN, FARA, SUE and SOOD... the rest not available..even FAIZ nearly joined us..tapi oleh kerana baru balik bercuti so WORK bertimbun kat opis.. so tak sempat nak join us..but hey..we still manage to have fun..ahahahaha...

And of course after abes semua...haruslah sesi berphotoshoot with me..ahahah sbb when I feel that I'm so lonely and my life is no fun..I will look at this picture and remind myself..I have fun friends waiting for me back in Malaysia..ehehhee.. when I'm with them there would no be room for Mr. Emo to come in and ruin my moment...ehehhee I miss them already...

And of course my "future wife to be" BFF gets me a lil pressie from her trip cuti cuti malaysia or not so in Malaysa... no matter what your status is..You will always be my bff FARA RAHIM..sila take note ok..and to her future husband..we havent really officially introduced since this gal is very secreative and simpan boipren..ehehhehee... soon next time no choice ye bawa encik hubby jumpa us in our next gathering when I'm back again...

The nights ends with Yan kena buli sending me and Sue halfway through to meet up Sue's fiance HALIM..ehehhehe..take note..guys always have to be the one who makes sure we safely arrive at home..thats why I LOVE THEM..ehehhe...jaga kengkawan..tak jaga dorunk lah kena sekeh pale...oh what happen here..me and yan dah semesti terjebak dlm photoshoot dlm kreta yan wpun tgh ckp talipon..ahahahhaa...sempat lagi..kan pose...Sue mmg slalu on jewk kalo daku in picture..surprisingly dah improve tak gerak2..kalo tak dia lah yg paling susah nak berphotoshoot sbb kalau dah start gelak mmg sejam nunggu nak ready pic stabil..ahahahha

Eyh eyh..mana abes lagi cite about them... tu keluar bfore puasa..Masa bulan Puasa plak...jumpa untuk sesi berbuka..ahahaha.punyalah susah nak decide venue as usual..but last last kitaorg g berbuka alaaa buffey kat PWTC... As a very experience caterer ahahhaa..sorry to say their management is so bad...kelam kabut giler..esp nak seating kan booked table...but hey..its all about being together..not so much of eating..ahahha but cipta record jugak lah berbuka ngan sibiji mentos..ahahha oh mentos kau lah penyelamat perut ku..ahahhaa.. dah settle makan semua again bergambar session... as you can see nearly all here.. Wan tak dpt nak join sebab bini sedang mual2 preggy...oh my kan...ehehhee..excited..ehehhee...pantas ye ko wan..usaha tangga kejayaan..ehehhee and Sue plak...sbb tak dpt nak lari dr kije..unfortunately.. but its okay..its never a goodbye for us...ehhehee...

They my BFF they my Friends they my smile that i wish to keep forever

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Welcome Back to blogging Tia...

Ya ampunnn...rupanya dah lama giler tak mengupdate blog ku..ehehee..dah bersawang jugak lah rasanya..ehehehe...owh well biasalah..Thats so me..hanya blog bila feel like it...insyaallah will try to update more often..need to get into the feelin of blogging..as u know... when you write a lot eventually you will improve along the way..ehehe...Now my blog gonna be my kind of diary..ahahaha...ye lah kitew tak d Boipren..so this blog is my boipren..ahahha plus feeling feeling blog mcm lisa surihani plak in #Istanbul aku dtg...ahahaaaaa..

Since dah lama tak blog byk benda plak ttbe rasa nak story in here..ahahah tak pe..it will go in one by one story utk di update.. This post is just like a Welcome Back Post..ahahah eceh dah cam feeling artist Kpop le plak..siap ada come back post..ahahahha woot woot...

Oh....not to forget to Welcome SPRING in Sydney..ehehhee.what a weather..so beautiful for a walk at the beach or just chillex kat park..ahahahha..tu lah dah dekat 3 tahun stay Aussie dah feeling mat salleh plak...jalan2 time panas..ahahha..mat salleh tak pe lah kan..kulit putey..kitew nie dah kulit melayu bertambah gelap gulita lah jawabnya..ahahhaa... its okay still manis what...ehehehe...well healthy living, everyday kena jugak keluar hirup udara segar..ahahha...kalau time winter dulu..bercinta nak keluar sbb sejuk..mau beku tangan..ahahhaa..dgn angin yg tak brape nak sepoi sepoi bahasa kan..ahhahahaa....

Dah dah Teartika...cukup2 lah bebel..patot welcome post short and sweet jewk like me..ahahaha..okay see you in my next post in couple of hours..stay tune...(^^,) jap g sambung nak kasi makan swan jap...ehehhee..im not kidding..byeee...